soon enough

I'm watching a beautiful young girl and a handsome young boy simply just glow every time they look at each other. She's outrageously stunning, and I can just tell he knows he's very lucky. As he's singing to her, I can't help but think, this could be me soon enough.

My ridiculously gorgeous cousin just got married, and let me tell you, she was the most beautiful bride ever, no one can beat her. It was so strange though, at only two years older than me, her life was taking a drastic change for the better. She'll never have to worry about being alone, about someone not loving her cause he'll always be there for her to lean on. I'm very jealous. Every young girl plans their wedding when their young, and that was never really me. But growing up, becoming a senior, watching all my friends become adults, move away, go to college, go on missions, becoming engaged has really hit me that that part of my life has come. It wouldn't be unusual for me to date a returned missionary in a years time, I will eventually meet an amazing man and get married to him.

Growing up feels strange